So, The steelers won the super bowl thats pretty cool, i worked through it kinda, i got payed to watch some of the game, and i worked around the other, but over all it was ok. I think the cardinals did awesome but to no avail lost. ANYWAY, so i went to joe's today and we chilled and drank 3 redbull's and they did nothing, i think we need to drink some more. Had some fun we watched some junk and relaxed and talked you know. And as i left the sun was setting over oakland and it was pretty cool looking it gave me a weird feeling, sick nostalgic and really young at the same time, i did not get it, but i felt it.
I have yet to figure out what i honestly want in life, i mean of course i want to aspire in a good school, and do great and make people proud, but what i want is a different story, i want to be happy and work on my anger issues, and stuff. Me being happy is what i dont really know. I love allie and we fight but i love her other wise i would not go across the country and go through hell to keep her, so yeah im sure i love her. I really hope she can function in life to benifiet herself and not just work for others, i know what it means i dont know if she does, im learning with help that you are your only help over all, there are some assist but you are your only help because really your your own person, you are not someone else. So i hope we can both get what we want and hopefully its together. For me like i said i want to be happy and enjoy waking up and be able to get some sleep or something. And maybe have a car to get me around, so i dont have to ride the bus and i can pick people up and stuff, that way i wont have to worry about getting home after working i wont be restricted. I could drive to school and be there in 5 instead of taking an hour to get there with buses. I enjoy walking i have learned this because i just feel better after i do it, i have to motivate allie to do it with me, so she can be happy with herself. She often says she not happy with the way she looks, even though i think she is beutiful she has to live with herself so ill help her get where she wants to get.
I digress, i always want to say that but never have the context to do so. So i have this english class and im horrible with english, Man. Yeah. I really am, i cant think straight to understand what im reading half the time, because i cant pay attention unless it constantly grabbing my attention which only a couple book's i have read have done. GODAM IT, i should read joe's book sometime soon, i gotta print that shit out. Anyway im going to relax and watch family guy because its on, and im here yo know?
Peace nigga.
ITS OVER 9000~!
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I think the exercise thing is a great idea. When I do it I feel a lot better and like I can look in the mirror, even if I don't like what I see.
ReplyDeleteAlso I look forward to the day you read my book and tell me what you think. I hope that if can give you some alternate viewpoint on your problems and maybe help you work through some things. I don't know if it'll go that far though.
Also, next time lets try eleventyleven red bulls.